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Monday, May 12, 2025

2025 Weekly Challenge: Taking Shape

Last week started out on the strugglebus, as I mentioned when I didn't even publish my weekly post until Wednesday.  The weekend was extremely productive, though, as we got a lot done on the patio.  We're creating a space that I'm hoping to be able to use for work and relaxation, and I'm pretty pleased.

Next up will be inside projects.  There's a lot more to do there!

Writing

I'm trying to fight my way back to a daily writing habit, but it's not coming easily — which is frustrating, because I maintained a regular writing habit for the majority of last year.  But this is a different year, obviously, with very different struggles.

So last week, I wrote my weekly blog post and posted to my author IG — the bare minimum of my goals for the year — but I did not work on my novel at all until this weekend.  I wrote about 200 words on Saturday and worked on a little research last night.  That makes two days in a row, and I'm hoping to extend that streak out into this week as well.

Decluttering and Organization

This is where my week shone — not because I organized anything inside (unfortunately) but because I got so much work done on the patio.  All of our orders arrived, so we spent the weekend putting together furniture and storage bins and shelving.  I think I mentioned that I feel I need to get this done first, even though there are more important projects inside, because otherwise I'll lose my window.  Granted, the "window" is more about planting than putting together patio furniture, but I've been thinking of it as a whole unit.  I hope to get said planting done in the next couple of weekends, and to be able to start using the space this week.

Dolls

No progress here last week.  I do have at least one project that has to happen this week by necessity, and I'd like to get back into working on dolls on a weekly, if not daily, basis.  The museum and I have scheduled a doll sale for June 21, where another vendor and I will have a couple of tables of space to sell at alongside the museum's gift shop, so I need to start getting ready for that.

Taxes

I still need to call PayPal about my issues getting my transaction history, but that ended up on hold all last week.  I've set aside some time tomorrow to do it.  I'm also hoping to get back to sorting through emails this week.

Lessons Learned

Last week was an odd week that started out less-than-productive, but ramped up in the last few days.  I know why, too: The arrival of our orders got me excited about working on the patio, and I rode that excitement through the rest of the weekend.  It's probably going to carry over into the next couple days, too, as I still have a patio umbrella to put together, patio lights to hang, and a flower bed to prep for new plants.

There's also the possibility that the productivity of the week before impacted the first few days of last week.  I do tend to get what I've always called "productivity hangovers," which is where a period of extreme productivity or busyness tends to throw me into a period of paralysis, where I have a difficult time mustering the momentum and motivation to get anything done.

I'm a little worried that the busy, productive weekend I just had will have the same effect, but it may be delayed until later next week.  Right now I have a few more things to do on the patio today, plus I have a lot of busyness scheduled this week and early next week.  Perhaps I'll schedule a "recovery" day next week, and see if that helps me to get back to work post-recovery.

Wednesday, May 07, 2025

2025 Weekly Challenge, Week 18: Recovery, Interrupted

I started this post on Monday and now somehow it's Wednesday, if that gives you any idea of how this week is going.  I'm not even sure where the time has all gone!

Last week was, in short, chaos.  Coming off of an entire weekend of babysitting, I had two days of dog sitting for a different family, a day to ride, and then — on what was supposed to be my day to rest and recover -- my kitchen sink backed up and started leaking, and I spent Thursday and Friday dealing with that.

Somehow, despite all of this, the week looks very productive on paper.

Writing

I accomplished the bare minimum (my goal of one post) on social media.  I didn't work on my novel, except for jotting down an idea I had for a different novel, so I need to work on that this week.  But I did write a lot, with my politics newsletter going out near-daily (I took a couple days off over the weekend).

Decluttering and Organization

I worked on organizing the inventory I've accumulated (ordering before the de minimus exemption on small orders from China went away) for future doll shows and events.  This weekend we also did a lot of work in the garden and on the patio, cleaning up everything and starting to get it ready for this year.  I want to be able to write and take pictures out there this year.

Dolls

Working on doll projects is probably the only goal I did not make progress on this week, unless you count working on inventory.  Which... I suppose if I'm going to make this into a business, that probably does count.  After all, businesses often have a dedicated person to do purchasing for their stores.  So let's consider this one achieved for last week, too.

Taxes

I still need to catch up since filing the extension and I don't want to leave it all until the last minute, but I did work on it a little this week.  I need to get back to the email organization, but currently I'm working on getting all of my transaction records from PayPal.

Lessons Learned

It's funny how being under pressure sometimes makes me more productive.  It would seem like this might be my answer to everything, but unfortunately, it's not sustainable since I often develop what I affectionately call a "productivity hangover" afterward.

This week is already shaping up to be less productive than last week, but that's okay.  I've decided I'll just take it as it comes.  It's nice to be able to slow down a little this week, in any case.

We'll see what being able to slow down a little did to my goals when next week rolls around.

Monday, April 28, 2025

2025 Weekly Challenge, Week 17: Birthdays and Babysitting

As expected, last week was somewhat abbreviated by weekend babysitting.  All in all it wasn’t too bad, though.

This week I’ll be working today and tomorrow at a different family’s house, which will make this week an abbreviated week as well.  I also anticipate needing at least a day or two of down time after all this is done, so I’ve scheduled the rest of the week to be relatively light.

As for last week:

Writing

I started out strong and worked on my novel the first couple days of the week, but dropped the thread after that (unsurprisingly).  I did work on my politics newsletter every day except for yesterday, when I was too tired from babysitting all weekend and needed to be up early this morning for job #2.

I only posted to my author IG once last week, so I met my goal but would like to do better this week.

Decluttering and Organization

I need to start working in earnest on organizing the doll show stuff and my sales closet for future access, but I didn’t get any of that done last week before I had to go babysit.  I did, however, get a bunch of work done cleaning up the garden and patio and getting it ready for this year, and I’m counting that as an extension of the house.  The last few years I’ve neglected my garden and patio, so there are a lot of weeds to get rid of, plus a lot of clutter on my patio to clean up.  One of my goals for the year is to get that space in order so that I can use it.  I’d like to be able to sit out there sometimes in the summer, and would especially like to be able to take doll pictures with the garden as a backdrop.

Dolls

I didn’t have a chance to work on the dolls at all, even though I have a slew of projects that I’d been working on before the doll show and would like to finish.  I hope to get to those next week (being realistic about my need for recovery time later this week).  I did organize the projects a little (read: got them out of the way in the kitchen) so I guess that sorta counts.  I also started communicating with the museum again and working on some upcoming programming and other planning, which probably also should sorta count.

Taxes

About the best I did on this was to start putting together an Airtable for tracking income and expenses.  I’m very behind on tracking — all I’ve got right now is a massive collection of receipts — so I need to start working on getting those entered.

Lessons Learned

The lack of progress last week was more or less to be expected, as I knew my week would be abbreviated by babysitting and a few other interruptions (like my mom visiting, birthday dinners, and my birthday on Saturday).  However I think I managed pretty well, all things considered.  I don’t expect this week to be terribly productive either, given my almost guaranteed need for recovery time after today and tomorrow, plus my husband’s birthday is this upcoming Sunday.  So I’ll focus on celebrating that and giving myself some recovery time, and plan on buckling down next week.

Monday, April 21, 2025

2025 Weekly Challenge, Week 16: Recovery Time

Last week wasn’t the most productive week, unfortunately.  I took longer to recover from the doll show than I had hoped, even though if I were being honest with myself, I did expect it… I had just hoped (and made plans for) otherwise.

I think I have a good plan moving forward, but I’ll only get to play with it a little this week.  I have a busy nine days or so ahead of me: riding twice this week, followed by about five days of babysitting and pet care over the weekend and next week.  I might not have accepted the overnight babysitting Friday and Saturday nights if I’d remembered I was working Monday and Tuesday for another family, too — but then again, I might have.  It’ll be a lot of good money.

Here’s a quick rundown of the past week:

Writing

I had skipped working on my novel the day of the show and the last couple of days leading up to it, and I never got back to it this week.  As a result I have a 10-days streak of NOT writing, which I broke by working on my novel already today.

I did get the one social media post up last week, but that was it.  One goal met, though.

I did work on my politics newsletter every day last week.

Decluttering and Organization

After the show I left much of the stuff I’d brought home out so that I could go through it, reorganize, and work on my inventory.  I did work on that last week, and I’ve gotten maybe half of the show stuff put away.  I still have some reorganizing to do — I want to make sure certain things are more accessible for sales throughout the year (and not just for shows) — but it’s getting there.

Dolls

I worked on one doll project last week, a client doll I needed to finish up.  This week I need to finish the projects that didn’t get done in time for the show.  Once those are done, I’ll start on the rest of the project dolls.  One of the post-show organization goals is to get project dolls better organized to work on them going forward, so that should help as well.

Taxes

There was no time to get our return ready before the deadline, so I filed an extension.  I plan to get back to work on it at least a little every day this week.

Lessons Learned

One of the things I’ve been thinking about lately is how to play to my strengths a little better.  I don’t know if I’ve mentioned that I’ve come to suspect I have ADHD.  The suspicion has been brewing for years, and the more I learn and read and watch, the more sense it makes.  I’ve been seeing a lot of various apps, plans, and services geared toward those with ADHD, most of them claiming to help you “overcome” it.  But one of the things I’ve found most compelling is the suggestion that it can actually be a superpower if you learn to use it to your advantage.

I’ve been thinking a lot about how to do this, and considering making some changes to my schedule in order to make the most of what I know about my strengths and weaknesses.  Discussing it here would make for a very long post, though, so I’ll write a separate post about this in the next day or two.  For now, suffice it to say that I have some things I want to try this week, but I’m not expecting to get a ton done because of how busy I’ll be (riding and babysitting, mainly).

Monday, April 14, 2025

2025 Weekly Challenge, Week 15: Crunch Time

Last week was a whirlwind of work.  What had once felt like so much time to get ready for the show quickly became not enough.  And then the show was almost here, it was happening, and then it was over.

It's all a blur, but it was a lucrative blur, I guess.

I didn't get nearly as much done for the show as I had wanted, but even so, I did a lot of business and pulled in a good amount of money.  I can't remember how much I made at the show last year, but this year's was similar.  Next year I could probably bring in more if I'm better prepared.

Here's a quick rundown:

Writing

I was doing really well with writing every day, even if it wasn't very much, but of course that fell apart in the last few days: Friday and Saturday nights, when I was working hard to complete my projects, and last night, when I was exhausted from essentially a 12-hour work day on 2 hours of sleep.  Still, I set a streak record for the year so far of 11 days, which I'm pleased about.  A break for a few days around the show seems justifiable.

I also succeeded in getting my social media post up last week, although it was only the one.  And of course, I wrote my politics newsletter every single day except for Saturday and Sunday — Saturday because I was too busy prepping for the show, and Sunday because I was too exhausted.  I was asleep before 11pm last night, which almost never happens!

Decluttering and Organization

I decluttered in the kitchen and garage a little as part of preparing for the show.  That counts, right?

Dolls

Obviously, I worked on my dolls plenty, probably making up for the entire year in just a few days.  I am hoping to keep it up, too, just at a less hectic pace.

Taxes

With all of the preparations for the doll show, I didn't work on taxes at all last week, so I need to get back on it!  I am likely going to file an extension as there's no way I can finish everything I need to by tomorrow.  The key will be continuing to work on this daily after filing the extension, rather than waiting until the last minute before the extended deadline.

Lessons Learned

While I managed to pull off a pretty decent show, it would have been much better if I'd started preparing much earlier in the year, as I'd originally planned.  Even a month in advance would have made the whole thing much better, instead of trying to cram it all in during the week before the show.  I finish out the show every single year vowing to prepare more in advance the next year, and I never do.  However I think I would have this year if it hadn't been for the upsetting and chronically distracting political climate.

Now that the show is over, I am taking it easy for a couple of days, since I'm showing signs of burnout and overwhelm today — I'm easily distracted and taking a long time to do simple tasks.  But this week and next, I intend to establish a weekly rhythm where I'm balancing my time a little better between the things that matter.

Monday, April 07, 2025

2025 Weekly Challenge, Week 14: Deadline Looming

Last week was a relatively productive week, which doesn't surprise me because I know how my brain works.  I have a new project and I have a deadline looming, both of which are motivating factors for me.

Writing

I actually managed to work on my novel every single day last week.

Of course, many days I only wrote 100 or 200 words (one day I wrote 13!), but what I am pleased about is that every single day, I made myself at least open up my project and add to it.  Even if it was only 13 words.  I kept it fresh in my mind and kept moving forward every day, and that's a massive win for me.

I only posted to my blog and my author Instagram twice.

Decluttering and Organization

I cleaned my counter space in the kitchen where I tend to let stuff pile up again (it's already accumulating more — must do something about that) and started organizing show stuff and assessing what I already have and still need for Sunday.  I'm still behind on what I wanted to get done, but it's a major step forward.

Dolls

I started organizing dolls to work on for the show, but haven't worked on any yet.  YET.  Today I'm going to go through project dolls, see what I can get done before the show and what each needs, and get to work.  I expect the rest of the week to be a rehab frenzy.

Taxes

Somehow I managed not to get anything done on this (except for I think like a dozen emails I sorted one night but didn't record since I didn't work on it very long).  I definitely need to ramp up my efforts this week.

Lessons Learned

It was a busy week, but I've got an even busier one ahead!  I think we're solidly in the "hang on for dear life and it'll be over soon" stage.  I know I was talking about taking a break to recover after the show, but I'll have a lot of deferred things that aren't going to get done this week, so I don't know if I'll be able to.

Monday, March 31, 2025

The End of NaNoWriMo

I know I already posted earlier today, but this is important.

Today emails went out to the NaNoWriMo community: The organization is shutting down due to lack of funding.  I will repost the full email below, omitting the embedded video since I don't want to give her any more views.

The email and the video lean into the idea that NaNoWriMo failed to come back from its crises the last couple years because the community sabotaged Kilby.  I argue otherwise.

Starting in early 2024, she emailed all of the Municipal Liaisons (volunteer regional coordinators, basically in-person event organizers and local points-of-contact for the organization) informing us of massive changes to the volunteer ML program.  We would have to go through extensive identification and background checks, and sign an oppressive contract that had clearly NOT been written by a lawyer.  After much debate, she put us on the back burner, and told us she would be in touch soon with more details.  (Spoiler alert: We never heard back.)

This is important because when NaNoWriMo functioned the way it should, the MLs actually drove both local participation and donations.  We encouraged writers, kept participants engaged, and promoted Double Up Donation Weekend and similar events.  So cutting us loose meant cutting loose organized local participation and a ton of donations.

Next, she made a statement about AI that many writers, especially those with disabilities and in lower socioeconomic classes, found offensive.  The entire community was up in arms, published authors bailed from the advisory board, and many longtime participants swore off NaNoWriMo, many even deleting their accounts entirely.

If you're keeping track, this means that by the end of summer, she'd not only cut loose all the volunteers who did much of the legwork to get donations, but also ostracized the community at large that provided the donations.

As November approached, we former MLs noticed a complete lack of communication from NaNoWriMo.  All of the usual prep emails, designed to drive anticipation and get people to commit to doing the challenge, were missing.  It also became obvious that there was little or no staff at HQ.  Whether that was from people leaving when management changed, or new management forcing people to leave, we don't know, but the end result was that HQ didn't have enough staff to do all the things that usually resulted in a flow of donations.

In other words, staff ran the fundraisers.  No staff, no fundraisers.

And without the staff, the big donation weekend that typically pulled in a huge amount of fundraising — the donation event that we MLs had all promoted at our events and in our emails in previous years — was never even scheduled.

Toward the end of the month, Kilby seemed to suddenly realize the organization wasn't getting funding, and several panic-button funding emails went out, but it was too little, too late.  By that late in the month, many writers have lost momentum and dropped out — especially without local events and MLs helping them to stay focused and keep going.

And then early this year, the news broke that NaNoWriMo had actually failed to renew their registration to accept charitable contributions.  As a result, they were listed as delinquent by the state of California and technically couldn't accept donations.

When you eliminate the volunteers and staff that get the donations, drive away the community that provides the donations, fail to solicit the donations, and don't even maintain your ability to legally accept the donations... uh, yeah, what did she think was going to happen to the organization's funding?!

So take Kilby's video blaming the community for killing NaNoWriMo with a grain of salt.  I think that's indicative more of Kilby's know-it-all attitude and her refusal to acknowledge her mistakes, both of which were frequently on display in our (MLs') dealings with her.

With all that in mind, feel free to read the original email, below.  If I can get a transcript of the video, I'll publish that too, as I don't want to give her video — which was posted to her personal account — millions of views and enable her to use that to monetize her YouTube channel over the dead carcass of the organization she destroyed.

To Our NaNoWriMo Community: 

We come to you today with sad news. After six years of struggling to sustain itself financially, NaNoWriMo (the nonprofit) will begin the process of shutting down. 

Explaining how we got here is both simple and complex. The funding woes that have threatened so many nonprofits in recent years are an unextraordinary trend. Many beloved organizations announced their closure last year. Many more are fighting for their lives.  Media coverage of financial crisis within the sector—especially among arts nonprofits—has been widespread.

Yet, there are ways in which NaNoWriMo is extraordinary—and reasons why we had hoped we could buck that trend. The sheer size of our community, its global reach and its longevity, held at impressive levels, even during a tumultuous year. There is no shortage of writers who want to participate in NaNoWriMo. Yet, building a community and being able to sustain it are two different matters. 2024 was a revelatory year.

In order to fully understand how we reached this decision, and why we view it as the only alternative, we encourage you to watch this video about the State of NaNoWriMo. The video also contains some important acknowledgments and information about the logistics of our next steps. Most importantly, the video shares real data and information that the organization has not discussed previously. The plot is thicker than you might think. 

We recognize that the closure of NaNoWriMo represents a huge loss to the writing community, and that grief over this outcome will be exacerbated by the challenges of the past sixteen months. This is not the ending that anybody wanted or planned. And—believe us—if we could hit the delete button and rewrite this last chapter, we would. But we do have hope for the epilogue. 

What’s next for NaNoWriMo, the indebted nonprofit, is much different from what's next for actual Wrimos. We hold no belief that people will stop writing 50,000 words in November (and April, and July) or stop seeking support for the journey they’re on. Many alternatives to NaNoWriMo popped up this year, and people did find each other. In so many ways, it’s easier than it was when NaNoWriMo began in 1999 to find your writing tribe online. 

Our greatest hope at this moment is that you do two things: support arts nonprofits you love (they really, truly need you) and keep writing words. Your stories matter. 

Thank you for all you have done for the organization, and especially for each other, over all these years.

Sincerely,
The NaNoWriMo Team

 A Few Additional Notes

  • We anticipate that some people might want to log on and capture information that is meaningful to them, like their lifetime word count or stats from previous seasons or challenges. We also anticipate that some folks on the Young Writers Program website may not have backed up work that they wrote directly into our system, and may wish to do so at this time. If there is something you feel you need to retrieve, you are welcome to try. However, our site tends to crash a lot when overrun with too much traffic (chronic technology underinvestment is mentioned in the video). We apologize for any inconvenience if the site gets crashy.
  • If you are a recurring donor, thank you for your ongoing support of the organization (truly). We have cancelled all recurring donations on our end in order to ensure that you will not be charged as we transition into our next phase. 
  • If you want anything from the NaNoWriMo store, please don't delay. We will shut that down soon as well. 
  • Finally, we have observed that, at times of change, many members of our community are in want of spaces to process these new developments, and that, historically, we have hosted many all-community online spaces. Unfortunately, we have very limited resources to reply individually to comments or to moderate our social spaces at this time. We will do our best but make no guarantees. 


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